It so happens that whenever I start crushing on somebody, it
never ends well. Whoa whoa, hold on, did you just think that…..? No! It’s not
that the crushes don’t like me back. {I’m cute ;)} Insert {and lucky} It’s
something else - Something stupid and ajeeb. I crush on a random cute guy who seemingly
likes to read and plays football, and we start talking. The Conversations get
more frequent and more intense until I realize that I don’t crush on them
anymore. *cold sighs* The moment I start regretting at how dumb I was to go for
‘his’ public ‘image’, he starts liking me back. How pathetically ironic? Things
get awkward, and conversations boring. I keep convincing myself that ‘he’ is
worth my time; after all I did have a crush on him. But nothing works out.
Every time he tries to woo me, I find him amusingly idiotic. (As if someone’s
making a hippopotamus dance near me)This, ladies and gentleman has happened the
third time consecutively. I resort to
asking myself, ‘Why can’t I like someone for long?’ ‘Why can’t I find the Mr.
Right?’
Perhaps, I need to be less critical. But that won’t be fair,
it’s like you can’t be someone’s girlfriend just because they are cute or
popular. One should look out for personality. Guys with cute-faces and shallow
hearts are a major turn off. Banda kahan jae ..
Its personality that influences you or makes
you ‘fall head over heels’ for a person. So folks, after my failed-crushes, I
have decided that I’d wait - as long as it takes.
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